46 days. There are no more days than that until I graduate. That’s not long at all and just the thought of how close it becomes every day makes me panic sometimes. It would be a lie to say that I don’t look forward for it at all, because I do, but what’s freaks me out is that it’s impossible to know how everything will turn out afterwards. Recently I got employed at a coffee shop in a park here in Stockholm so at least I don’t have to worry for being unemployed. But there’s so many questions. Where will everyone go? Will everything work out for me afterwards, will I be able to have a ‘real’ grown up life? Or perhaps the biggest question; where should I get all the time I need to be able to finish all that needs to be done Before the graduation?
I’m telling you, life as high school student is not easy at all. As I said, there are only 46 days until the graduation and there’s so much to do. I have four essays to write and a big Italian test, to mention a few. Perhaps I won’t miss all the homework and tests.
At the same time as I’m a bit worried, I’m so excited! It feels like life will begion at June 5th! How amazing, from then on I will be free to do (almost) everything I want. After the graduation I’m taking a gap year (who is fit for higher studies right away, really?) and after that I’m going to University of Sheffield to study International Relations and Politics. Everything will probably work out just fine.
Oh I forgot. Who am I then? Louice is my name and I study the third and final year of the Social Sciences program at a high school in Stockholm. Have to run to class, I’ll get back.
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